Still Alive....Still Free

Good day everyone. I know that I have not been on here lately to keep you updated. Things have been rather quiet and almost boring here lately. It's actually quite nice to be able to enjoy a day without having to constantly look over your shoulder. Oh no, we are still in hiding but I think those who are hunting me down have temporarily lost my trail. Today I was even able to go outside without any fear. While walking I found this beautiful tree and lake and decided to take a photo of it. Isn't it the most beautiful thing you've ever seen? Sure, I know it's just a tree, but when everything you see is war torn or burning to a crisp you tend to admire the simplest things.
     Our group is now even less. It is so sad here without Katie around. It is only now that she is gone that I truly realize all that she did for me. I miss all of her little talks. I miss my crocheting lessons with her. I miss the way she loved me though she didn't much like me in the beginning. I really miss how she would talk to me about God. She always answered my questions.
     I hear that Nicolaitanes has teamed up with Pope Josef Bartola now. Something in my heart tells me that is a nightmare waiting to happen. Things are about to get extremely ugly ~ especially for us Christians. I'm not sure if I am ready or strong enough to handle all of it. I don't much like pain--it hurts.
     Well, I just wanted to check in with you all so you would know I am still alive and still free. I hope you all have found a safe place to stay as well.  Now is the time to get your heart and yourself right with God. If you don't, I am afraid for you. Afraid of what's coming. Afraid of what Nicolaitanes is going to do. Please be careful and ask God to keep those blinders off your eyes.

Prayer Needed!

     I am so glad you all liked the idea of my creating a store to sell in honor of my late friend, Katie. She taught me how to crochet while we were stuck in hiding. It really helped to pass the time. I shall miss those talks we had while we crocheted. I don't know if you all know or not, but I haven't exactly been completely convinced of the whole God thing just yet. But Katie was patient. She answered all of my questions no matter how stupid they seemed. She didn't try to force it on me. For that I was thankful. I am a whole lot more convinced about God now though. I'm just not ready to accept Him. I mean, how could He possibly want me after all of the things that I've done? That part still gets me. Katy told me time after time that God will take me exactly as I am, forgive me of EVERY sin I have ever committed and make me a part of His family. Pray for me please and for others like me. I really want to believe all this. Plus I know somebody has been watching over me after the many close calls on my life since this  journey began.
   
     For now, we are all safe. I don't know how long this will last. I hope they will give up trying to pursue me. I don't even know why they are in the first place. I don't know anything. Well, until we meet again.

 

Peaceful view outside the safehouse

Honoring Katie Farnsworth

I was thinking about crocheting and making some things to sell in honor of Katie. Do you think this would be a good idea? The store would sell blankets, loveys, plushies, dolls, washclothes, etc. Leave your opinions below in the comments. Thanks. ~Serenity

Oh! NO

 I am at a complete loss of words. My heart hurts so bad I just want to die inside. My friend, Katie, was killed today. We were minding our own business. I don't know why they opened fire on Elijah's car. I know she didn't like me all that much, but still she catered to me with the love and compassion of a sweet grandma. Why oh why did Katie have to die? I don't get it! I still can't believe she's gone. What's worse, we had to dump her body outside of the hospital.
This fiasco is all her fault. If she had just followed the plan, followed the rules, but no! Her stupidity cost Katie her life. Sorry for all the ranting but I'm just so angry. Who will I crochet with now? None of the others do any craft nor do they know how to crochet. How will I finish my doll now? Crocheting kept me calm in this chaotic world of ours.

Who's The Snitch? Is It You?

     Okay. Which one of you told? Why would you do such a thing? Because of you, we are having to leave this hidden little hovel and going to....well, I cannot disclose to you the new location. That would be stupid of me to do so. Especially now that I know I cannot trust all of you. So very sad. I thought you were all my friends. Guess there's a wolf in sheep's clothing around here.

          This a photo that I took as snuck a look outside the safe house earlier. I wonder where it is that we are going next. At least, I get to take my little buddy with me. I was so worried they would make me leave the dog behind. Guess they like having him around more than they admit to. He is a joy to have around. I don't believe that I would be able to stay sane if he wasn't there to put a smile on my face.
      I don't know when I'll be able to come online again or if I can. Please....PLEASE keep me in your prayers. My life is so in danger right now.
    

New Spinoff Coming

Well because so many of you are asking about what was written on the scroll that Pope John Paul destroyed in the book Operation Dark Angel: The Rise of Nicolaitanes, my author has decided to write a story based on the scroll. Whether you know it or not, that scroll detailed a very important account that could have proved so many things. That is why Pope John Paul destroyed it. He could not have it interfere with the agenda of the church.

Personally I can't wait to read this book as I've always wondered what was written on that scroll myself. Yeah I know, my author never tells me anything. (sigh) She never so much as gives me a small hint. It's always the same reply, "Serenity, you will wait to wait just like everyone else." Well, I can tell you that I am anxiously awaiting this one. What can I say? My curiosity is peaked.

Well, you look for this book to be released in the fall. That's not too far away. I guess I can wait that long. I just hope that I'm still alive then. I know that they're still hunting me and my friends, but so far we have remained lucky. ~Serenity

I Need Your Opinions

I was just thinking, that since you guys are giving my author some really great reviews on the series. What would think about my giving away a few pieces of my jewelry as a prize for the series' launch?

I've been pondering about this for a bit and I think that it's a way that I can help my author out. It's not like I have a whole lot to do stuck here in the safe house anyway. You have to find some hobbies or being couped up indoors would drive even the most sanest person mad. After I create my masterpieces, I will post photos of them for your opinions. ~Serenity

I Am So Sorry

Sorry that I have not been here in a few days, but we've had to move again. Andrew and Tara found us (though I don't know how) and we (Katy, Ezekiel, Germaine and I) were almost captured. I don't know what's with those guys. You would think that they would give up already, but no!

It wasn't any of you who gave away our location was it? I know that there's a hefty reward out on my head. But seriously folks, I doubt that you will ever see a dime of it. If it's given by Nicolaitanes or The Group, you may wind up with a lot more than you bargained for. Don't let their lies sway you. It isn't worth it. Besides it may cost you your freedom or worse.

Take care my friends and stay safe. I won't be here as often as I want because I have to really be careful (at least until we get a secure location).

Man! That Was A Close One.

     Good! You're still here. I was so afraid there was nobody left. Things got kind of hectic after my last post. We were almost discovered by some of Nicolaitanes' goons. I don't know which one of you told him where we were, but God delivered us from that fiasco. I am so thankful and so relieved. We all got here to our new location safely.
     So what's been happening out there in the real world? Are you all safe? You do realize that crazy man, Nicolaitanes Balac is a madman trying to take over the world, right? I, personally, don't know if this part is true, but a lot of people truly believe this man is the son of Satan (the devil).  I can see how they would think that. I'm still trying to make my own decision about that. I mean, I know he's evil incarnate but I don't know about him being the antichrist or anything. What do you think about him? I would truly love to know.

Are You Okay?

I've been worried about you all the entire day. Look I'm sorry if I put you in any danger. You aren't on the run now, are you? If you are, I am truly sorry. But for the rest of you, keep your eyes and ears open. Nicolaitanes is not who he portrays himself to be. But I'm sure that you know that by now. You have been reading Operation Dark Angel, haven't you? If not, you should be. That's the only way that you will be able to know what's going on.

Pssst, maybe if you ask my author she'll give you a review copy to read in exchange for writing a review. But I didn't just tell you that. She's gonna kill me. (LOL)

Series Update

Hello everybody, Nicolaitanes Balac here. I just wanted to drop in and tell you what was going on with my series. Yeah, yeah I know what you are thinking. But despite it all, I think the books are more about me. You can think what you like.

Anyhoo, my author is currently revamping the fourth book in the series Return of Nicolaitanes, though I have no clue why she is doing that when she should be writing more about me. Sorry, but I am dying to know what happens to me in the next book. Oh ha ha, very funny. I know that she killed me in the last book, but I'll have you know that she's bringing me back in the fourth installment of the series. How do I know this? Well, duh look at the title for the 4th book, The Return of Nicolaitanes, hmm what do you think? Sorry, but I am not at liberty to tell you the reason why she's bringing me back nor about what's going on. You will just have to go to your local bookstore and request that they order you a copy of the series for your reading pleasure. And for all you techies out there you can just use the internet to purchase either an e-book copy of the series or you can get a real book. I'm sure that either way is fine.

The next book about me is not coming out until Winter 2021. So stay tuned and I'll give you news and updates.

I'm Writing Again

Well, it is official. Today begins the writing of this new amazing book. I cannot wait to see what happens in this installment. Like you, I have been anxiously waiting to see what happens next. Let's see if I can get this book written and finished before the end of the year. Wish me luck.

I'm So Excited!!

Wow, I just can't believe it. The next installment of The Apocalypse Series is now available on Amazon. I am so excited. I cannot wait to find out what happens to me next. I wonder if I'll ever get out of this safe house. (sigh) It's not that I mind it all that much. I mean the people here are great and all. I really appreciate what they're doing for me and that they seem to care for me so much. It's just that I am really ready to be able to be outside and frankly, to just have my life back. When will I find out why these people are after me? I mean as far as I can remember, I have never done anything to warrant this behavior.

Well, I'm off to get my copy of The World at War!! I'm anxious to find out what happens next to everyone. (especially me!) 

The Next Book Is Coming

Well, what do you know? I am finally getting to work on this new exciting installment of The Apocalypse Series. Yes, I know that many of you have been dying to know what's going to happen next. Well, I ask you to be patient and hold on. I am writing the book just as fast as I can. I am hoping to have this exciting book finished and ready for editing by September 2021. But it depends on how fast I can write and if God doesn't have me stop to work on another book again. Hey, you do what God tells you to do. Saves you so much time and hassle if you are obedient to Him the very first time. Yes, I learned this from past experiences. So I ask you to be patient because it will be well worth the wait, I promise. In the meantime, you are welcome to check out my other books. I hope that you enjoy them and thanks for hanging around.

You can find them here.

Nicolaitanes Balac Is A Very Bad Man!

     Okay, I'm back. So sorry about earlier. I promise to behave now. [Serenity laughs nervously.] I just had to come online to warn you! Nicolaitanes is dangerous! I can't believe he is who they say he is. This is so weird and crazy to me. I never pictured the purest of evil to be quite so handsome. Yeah Nicolaitanes is a very bad man but there's no way he is who these people think he is! Is he? Maybe I should do some studying of the Bible for myself. I just didn't picture the antichrist as someone so handsome. I don't know, what do you think? Is that the face of someone who could be the son of the devil? He seems way too smooth to be someone like that. I haven't decided for myself yet if I believe what they're saying about him or not.

  

     Now don't let this angel face of yours fool you. He really is a bad man! I still don't know why it is that he's after me or why on earth he wants me dead. All I know is that I have no intention of allowing that man to find me. Not if I can help it anyway. Well, if you run into him I would suggest that you do your best to go the other way and stay away from him!  I wish he'd give up already and leave me be. I'm so sick of being in hiding already. [Serenity tugs on her hair and yells with exasperation.]

Take A Look Inside....

Enjoy a brief look into what's going on in The World at War.

Guardian Angels Update

My first book in this series, Tara, is still in the idea development stage. I am still gathering information and brain storming with this one. I hope to begin writing this one come January 2022. I believe that it will be a fun book to write. I will keep you updated from time to time as new developments occur. So stay tuned.

Have a wonderful and blessed day.

Interview With Nicolaitanes Balac

Me: Good morning and thank you for coming out to interview with me today. Why don’t you start by telling us your name?
Character: But of course, my name is Nicolaitanes Ignatius Balac. [He flashes a smile.]
Me: Please tell us a little about yourself.
Character: Well, I was born and raised in Rome, Italy. I am a direct descendent of Roman Emperor Nero Germanicus. I am currently the President of Italy.
Me: Very impressive, Nicolaitanes. May I call you Nicolai for short?
Character: I suppose. [He fidgets in his seat before crossing his legs.]
Me: Thank you, Nicolai. Where you always in politics before becoming President?
Character: No, I actually own and run an architectural design company. We design everything from custom homes to extravagant office buildings.
Me: That’s interesting. So how did you get from architecture to politics?
Character: I have always been interested in the political field. So when I was offered the position of President I was honored.
Me: Offered the position of President. Don’t you mean that you killed the previous President so that you could become President? [Wipes the little beads of sweat off of my forehead. All of the little hairs on the back of my neck rise up.]
Character: [He laughs maniacally.] You should really be careful of saying such things. [He leans in towards me menacingly.] Besides, if I am capable of such atrocities who’s to say that you will get out of here alive. Hmmm.[He sits back in his chair and glances down at his watch.] But I will allow you to live as you amuse me. [He’s quiet for several minutes.] Yes, I killed President Adamo Ricci. The man was pathetic.
Me: But wasn’t he your friend?
Character: [He snickers.] I wouldn’t exactly say that we were friends, more like acquaintances. He outlived his usefulness.
Me: Wow, if you treat your friends like that I would hate to see what you do to your enemies. [The room is deathly quiet for a moment. I look to see how far the nearest exit is just in case I need it.]
Me: Well, let’s move on. [I take a deep breath and slowly let it out.] So why did you want to become President? Did President Adamo Ricci not do a good enough job?
Character: Honestly, he did a wonderful job with Italy. The only thing is that he didn’t have a big enough vision of what all he could do to help the people of Italy. I on the other hand, have great plans in store for Italy.
Me: Really. Can you elaborate?
Character: Well, I could tell you but then I would have to kill you. [He laughs.] Relax, I’m just kidding around. I don’t intend on remaining President long, I have much bigger plans in store. I’m going to not only save Italy but I am going to save the entire world.
Me: You’re going to save the entire world? From what exactly?
Character: From complete and utter destruction. We are at war you know. You silly humans are going to destroy each other and the earth if I don’t intervene.
Me: [I lean forward in my seat confused.] Wait a minute, what do you mean you silly humans? Aren’t you also a man?
Character: [He grins from ear to ear.] Oh, I’m sorry. It was a simple slip of the tongue. I mustn’t get ahead of myself. Forget I said anything.
Me: [I look at him strangely but keep my thoughts to myself.] You are already so successful in life, Nicolai. What more could you possibly want?
Character: Why to be ruler of the entire world of course. Who wouldn’t want to be? Imagine the possibilities. If I were in control of the entire world, we would not be in the predicament that we are in currently.
Me: [rolls eyes] Another lunatic trying to take over the world.
Character: Pardon me? What did you just say? [He looks at me with pure hatred emanating from his eyes.] [I start to get up and ease towards the door. Perhaps I should not have said that last thing out loud.]
Me: [My heart is pounding now and I’m trying to calm my nerves while I walk a little closer to the door.] I have one last question for you Nicolai. What are your views on God and how does He fit in with your daily tasks as President?
Character: [He growls at me with a vengeance I’ve never before seen from anyone; almost beast-like.] God? I don’t consult with Him. [He’s talking to me now through gritted teeth. He’s quite upset now.] I’m sorry, but I think this interview is over! [He gets up and storms towards the door. He stops just before the door and turns back towards me.] Are you one of the meddlesome Christians?
Me: I wouldn’t say that I was meddlesome, but yes I am a Christian.
Character: Well, good luck with that in the upcoming months. There are things that you are going to have to endure that you haven’t even begun to dream of. [He says threateningly.]
Me: I’m sorry Nicolai, but are you threatening me? [I calmly reach for my cell phone.]
Character: No, it’s a promise! [He turns and walks out the room slamming the door behind him.]
Me: Okay, I’m a little nervous now. There is more to Nicolai than meets the eye. Just who is Nicolai really?

Interview With Serenity Lambert

Me: Good morning and thank you for coming out to interview with me today. Why don’t you start by telling us your name?

Character: Well thank you for having me today. My name is Serenity Marie Lambert.

Me: Can you tell us a little about yourself?
Character: Ummm, [nervously twists hair and places it behind her ear] what would you like to know about me?

Me: Where were you born?

Character: I was born in London, England.

Me: Really? Is that where you live now?

Character: No, I’m currently residing in Hinesville, Georgia.

Me: Why are you in Hinesville, Georgia?

Character: Well, I’m here on business, but I’m not really supposed to talk about it. [She nervously looks around the room and fidgets in her chair uncomfortably.]

Me: What sort of business are you working on? Do you work with the FBI or something? [I laugh.]

Character: Do you promise to keep it a secret? Because this really must not get out! If Nicolaitanes ever found out that I was here…..well he just can’t know. Okay? [She gets up and paces back and forth across the room]

Me: Who’s Nicolaitanes?

Character: Nicolaitanes Balac, he’s the President of Italy. Haven’t you heard of him?

Me: No, I haven’t really been keeping up with the news.

Character: Well, he’s a really powerful man. Don’t tell anyone but I think that he’s really in charge of Operation Dark Angel.

Me: What’s Operation Dark Angel?

Character: Oh dear, I should not have said that. [Shifts in chair and meets interviewer's eyes briefly before looking away.]

Me: Is that what you are in Hinesville working on?

Character: [Silence for several seconds.] Yes, but I really wish that I had never gotten involved. They lied to us you know. It is not what they said. How can destroying whole cities and starting wars be for the good of the people? [She looks thoughtfully out of the window.]

Me: What? Are you telling me that you are working on a project that is causing wars?

Character: Don’t look at me like that. If they had told me the truth, I never would have gotten involved. Look, do you mind if we change the subject? I really don’t want to talk about it anymore.

Me: Sure. What do you like to do when you’re not working?

Character: I absolutely love to read, cook and paint.
Me: What genre of books do you enjoy reading?

Character: Mostly, I like to read romance novels but do enjoy a good mystery.

Me: What is your favorite book?

Character: Gone With the Wind

Me: Really? That’s one of my favorite books as well. Is there anything else that you would like to tell us?

Character: [She looks around before whispering.] Go and find somewhere safe to hide. Things are about to get really ugly around here. Don’t trust anybody! I mean it, NO ONE. If you don’t believe in God, now is the time to start. He’s the only one who can get us out of this mess.

Me: [I look at her bewildered.] What do you mean by that?

Character: I’m sorry, I really can’t say any more. Thanks so much for having me. I have to go now. [She then turns and runs out of the door.] Pam: Good morning and thank you for coming out to interview with me today. Why don’t you start by telling us your name?

Serenity: Well thank you for having me today. My name is Serenity Marie Lambert.

Pam: Can you tell us a little about yourself?

Character: Ummm, [nervously twists hair and places it behind her ear] what would you like to know about me?

Me: Where were you born?

Character: I was born in London, England.

Me: Really? Is that where you live now?

Character: No, I’m currently residing in Hinesville, Georgia.

Me: Why are you in Hinesville, Georgia?

Character: Well, I’m here on business, but I’m not really supposed to talk about it. [nervously looks around the room and fidgets in her chair uncomfortably.]

Me: What sort of business are you working on? Do you work with the FBI or something? [I laugh.]

Character: Do you promise to keep it a secret? Because this really must not get out! If Nicolaitanes ever found out that I was here…..well he just can’t know. Okay? [gets up and paces back and forth across the room]

Me: Who’s Nicolaitanes?

Character: Nicolaitanes Balac, he’s the President of Italy. Haven’t you heard of him?

Me: No, I haven’t really been keeping up with the news.

Character: Well, he’s a really powerful man. Don’t tell anyone but I think that he’s really in charge of Operation Dark Angel.

Me: What’s Operation Dark Angel?

Character: Oh dear, I should not have said that. [shifts in chair and meets interviewer's eyes briefly before looking away.]

Me: Is that what you are in Hinesville working on?

Character: [silence for several seconds.] Yes, but I really wish that I had never gotten involved. They lied to us you know. It is not what they said. How can destroying whole cities and starting wars be for the good of the people? [looks thoughtfully out of the window.]

Me: What? Are you telling me that you are working on a project that is causing wars?

Serenity: Don’t look at me like that. If they had told me the truth, I never would have gotten involved. Look, do you mind if we change the subject? I really don’t want to talk about it anymore.

Pam: Sure. What do you like to do when you’re not working?

Serenity: I absolutely love to read, cook and paint.

Pam: What genre of books do you enjoy reading?

Serenity: Mostly, I like to read romance novels but do enjoy a good mystery.

Pam: What is your favorite book?

Serenity: Gone With the Wind
Pam: Really? That’s one of my favorite books as well. Is there anything else that you would like to tell us?

Serenity: [looks around before whispering.] Go and find somewhere safe to hide. Things are about to get really ugly around here. Don’t trust anybody! I mean it, NO ONE. If you don’t believe in God, now is the time to start. He’s the only one who can get us out of this mess.

Pam: [I look at her bewildered.] What do you mean by that?

Serenity: I’m sorry, I really can’t say any more. Thanks so much for having me. I have to go now. [turns and runs out of the door.]

PLEASE Ask Me Questions

If any of you stopping by have any questions for me, by all means do ask. I promise that I will answer the ones that I can. Of course, make sure that you are ready to hear the answers though. I hope that it won't put any of you in danger. But then again, who am I kidding? The whole entire world is in danger!

So ask away. Besides it's kind of lonely here and I am dying for some human conversation. (smile) Leave your questions below in the comments section. I will answer them.

There was a beautiful sunrise this morning. I'm just glad that I am still here to see them.