Still Alive....Still Free

Good day everyone. I know that I have not been on here lately to keep you updated. Things have been rather quiet and almost boring here lately. It's actually quite nice to be able to enjoy a day without having to constantly look over your shoulder. Oh no, we are still in hiding but I think those who are hunting me down have temporarily lost my trail. Today I was even able to go outside without any fear. While walking I found this beautiful tree and lake and decided to take a photo of it. Isn't it the most beautiful thing you've ever seen? Sure, I know it's just a tree, but when everything you see is war torn or burning to a crisp you tend to admire the simplest things.
     Our group is now even less. It is so sad here without Katie around. It is only now that she is gone that I truly realize all that she did for me. I miss all of her little talks. I miss my crocheting lessons with her. I miss the way she loved me though she didn't much like me in the beginning. I really miss how she would talk to me about God. She always answered my questions.
     I hear that Nicolaitanes has teamed up with Pope Josef Bartola now. Something in my heart tells me that is a nightmare waiting to happen. Things are about to get extremely ugly ~ especially for us Christians. I'm not sure if I am ready or strong enough to handle all of it. I don't much like pain--it hurts.
     Well, I just wanted to check in with you all so you would know I am still alive and still free. I hope you all have found a safe place to stay as well.  Now is the time to get your heart and yourself right with God. If you don't, I am afraid for you. Afraid of what's coming. Afraid of what Nicolaitanes is going to do. Please be careful and ask God to keep those blinders off your eyes.

Prayer Needed!

     I am so glad you all liked the idea of my creating a store to sell in honor of my late friend, Katie. She taught me how to crochet while we were stuck in hiding. It really helped to pass the time. I shall miss those talks we had while we crocheted. I don't know if you all know or not, but I haven't exactly been completely convinced of the whole God thing just yet. But Katie was patient. She answered all of my questions no matter how stupid they seemed. She didn't try to force it on me. For that I was thankful. I am a whole lot more convinced about God now though. I'm just not ready to accept Him. I mean, how could He possibly want me after all of the things that I've done? That part still gets me. Katy told me time after time that God will take me exactly as I am, forgive me of EVERY sin I have ever committed and make me a part of His family. Pray for me please and for others like me. I really want to believe all this. Plus I know somebody has been watching over me after the many close calls on my life since this  journey began.
   
     For now, we are all safe. I don't know how long this will last. I hope they will give up trying to pursue me. I don't even know why they are in the first place. I don't know anything. Well, until we meet again.

 

Peaceful view outside the safehouse

Honoring Katie Farnsworth

I was thinking about crocheting and making some things to sell in honor of Katie. Do you think this would be a good idea? The store would sell blankets, loveys, plushies, dolls, washclothes, etc. Leave your opinions below in the comments. Thanks. ~Serenity

Oh! NO

 I am at a complete loss of words. My heart hurts so bad I just want to die inside. My friend, Katie, was killed today. We were minding our own business. I don't know why they opened fire on Elijah's car. I know she didn't like me all that much, but still she catered to me with the love and compassion of a sweet grandma. Why oh why did Katie have to die? I don't get it! I still can't believe she's gone. What's worse, we had to dump her body outside of the hospital.
This fiasco is all her fault. If she had just followed the plan, followed the rules, but no! Her stupidity cost Katie her life. Sorry for all the ranting but I'm just so angry. Who will I crochet with now? None of the others do any craft nor do they know how to crochet. How will I finish my doll now? Crocheting kept me calm in this chaotic world of ours.

Who's The Snitch? Is It You?

     Okay. Which one of you told? Why would you do such a thing? Because of you, we are having to leave this hidden little hovel and going to....well, I cannot disclose to you the new location. That would be stupid of me to do so. Especially now that I know I cannot trust all of you. So very sad. I thought you were all my friends. Guess there's a wolf in sheep's clothing around here.

          This a photo that I took as snuck a look outside the safe house earlier. I wonder where it is that we are going next. At least, I get to take my little buddy with me. I was so worried they would make me leave the dog behind. Guess they like having him around more than they admit to. He is a joy to have around. I don't believe that I would be able to stay sane if he wasn't there to put a smile on my face.
      I don't know when I'll be able to come online again or if I can. Please....PLEASE keep me in your prayers. My life is so in danger right now.
    

New Spinoff Coming

Well because so many of you are asking about what was written on the scroll that Pope John Paul destroyed in the book Operation Dark Angel: The Rise of Nicolaitanes, my author has decided to write a story based on the scroll. Whether you know it or not, that scroll detailed a very important account that could have proved so many things. That is why Pope John Paul destroyed it. He could not have it interfere with the agenda of the church.

Personally I can't wait to read this book as I've always wondered what was written on that scroll myself. Yeah I know, my author never tells me anything. (sigh) She never so much as gives me a small hint. It's always the same reply, "Serenity, you will wait to wait just like everyone else." Well, I can tell you that I am anxiously awaiting this one. What can I say? My curiosity is peaked.

Well, you look for this book to be released in the fall. That's not too far away. I guess I can wait that long. I just hope that I'm still alive then. I know that they're still hunting me and my friends, but so far we have remained lucky. ~Serenity

I Need Your Opinions

I was just thinking, that since you guys are giving my author some really great reviews on the series. What would think about my giving away a few pieces of my jewelry as a prize for the series' launch?

I've been pondering about this for a bit and I think that it's a way that I can help my author out. It's not like I have a whole lot to do stuck here in the safe house anyway. You have to find some hobbies or being couped up indoors would drive even the most sanest person mad. After I create my masterpieces, I will post photos of them for your opinions. ~Serenity

I Am So Sorry

Sorry that I have not been here in a few days, but we've had to move again. Andrew and Tara found us (though I don't know how) and we (Katy, Ezekiel, Germaine and I) were almost captured. I don't know what's with those guys. You would think that they would give up already, but no!

It wasn't any of you who gave away our location was it? I know that there's a hefty reward out on my head. But seriously folks, I doubt that you will ever see a dime of it. If it's given by Nicolaitanes or The Group, you may wind up with a lot more than you bargained for. Don't let their lies sway you. It isn't worth it. Besides it may cost you your freedom or worse.

Take care my friends and stay safe. I won't be here as often as I want because I have to really be careful (at least until we get a secure location).

Man! That Was A Close One.

     Good! You're still here. I was so afraid there was nobody left. Things got kind of hectic after my last post. We were almost discovered by some of Nicolaitanes' goons. I don't know which one of you told him where we were, but God delivered us from that fiasco. I am so thankful and so relieved. We all got here to our new location safely.
     So what's been happening out there in the real world? Are you all safe? You do realize that crazy man, Nicolaitanes Balac is a madman trying to take over the world, right? I, personally, don't know if this part is true, but a lot of people truly believe this man is the son of Satan (the devil).  I can see how they would think that. I'm still trying to make my own decision about that. I mean, I know he's evil incarnate but I don't know about him being the antichrist or anything. What do you think about him? I would truly love to know.

Are You Okay?

I've been worried about you all the entire day. Look I'm sorry if I put you in any danger. You aren't on the run now, are you? If you are, I am truly sorry. But for the rest of you, keep your eyes and ears open. Nicolaitanes is not who he portrays himself to be. But I'm sure that you know that by now. You have been reading Operation Dark Angel, haven't you? If not, you should be. That's the only way that you will be able to know what's going on.

Pssst, maybe if you ask my author she'll give you a review copy to read in exchange for writing a review. But I didn't just tell you that. She's gonna kill me. (LOL)

Series Update

Hello everybody, Nicolaitanes Balac here. I just wanted to drop in and tell you what was going on with my series. Yeah, yeah I know what you are thinking. But despite it all, I think the books are more about me. You can think what you like.

Anyhoo, my author is currently revamping the fourth book in the series Return of Nicolaitanes, though I have no clue why she is doing that when she should be writing more about me. Sorry, but I am dying to know what happens to me in the next book. Oh ha ha, very funny. I know that she killed me in the last book, but I'll have you know that she's bringing me back in the fourth installment of the series. How do I know this? Well, duh look at the title for the 4th book, The Return of Nicolaitanes, hmm what do you think? Sorry, but I am not at liberty to tell you the reason why she's bringing me back nor about what's going on. You will just have to go to your local bookstore and request that they order you a copy of the series for your reading pleasure. And for all you techies out there you can just use the internet to purchase either an e-book copy of the series or you can get a real book. I'm sure that either way is fine.

The next book about me is not coming out until Winter 2021. So stay tuned and I'll give you news and updates.

I'm Writing Again

Well, it is official. Today begins the writing of this new amazing book. I cannot wait to see what happens in this installment. Like you, I have been anxiously waiting to see what happens next. Let's see if I can get this book written and finished before the end of the year. Wish me luck.